Funny I choose today to write something on my blog. It's been a long while since I posted something here. I have so many thoughts and things to write about, but I always put it off either due to family, work or plain laziness. Might as well choose today to restart this blog. So here we are, December 31, last day of 2013. Everyone in the family has turned in. The boys are still recovering from their illness, my dear wife has a draining day at your workplace and snoring loudly. The sound of a countdown party in the distant outside my window. 2013 has be an eventful year, so many things have happen, both good and bad. Life seems to speed past by this year. In the mist of it all, somehow I seems to lost myself in it. I seem to lost the drive. Everything is a motion to me.
I don't know what started it and I am still finding a way out of it. I have ideas and things to do, but most of the time I just wasted my time on insignificant stuff. Things won't get done until they are really to be done. I learn there is a word for this. It is called procrastinate. I know this is wrong, but I just can't find the energy to pick myself up and work. I am stuck in this sticky patch right now, fighting with myself. I really do hope I could get myself out of this. I hope 2014 is a good year, one that can kick start my engine and make me be a better man again. Goodbye 2013, Happy 2014.
I don't know what started it and I am still finding a way out of it. I have ideas and things to do, but most of the time I just wasted my time on insignificant stuff. Things won't get done until they are really to be done. I learn there is a word for this. It is called procrastinate. I know this is wrong, but I just can't find the energy to pick myself up and work. I am stuck in this sticky patch right now, fighting with myself. I really do hope I could get myself out of this. I hope 2014 is a good year, one that can kick start my engine and make me be a better man again. Goodbye 2013, Happy 2014.
